Break Up Poems And Poetry
Just because we believe differently doesn’t present a problem for me. We don’t always need to agree to love and laugh as a family.
When you think something is for sure true, and I think I have doubts, that’s just you being you, and me being me.. it’s nothing to worry about.
If I say it’s a bag and you say it’s a sack, and your blue looks purple to me, that’s certainly no reason to cancel our plans and all of the things that could be.
We were so much in love I thought, you see, I was planning on staying forever. I thought we’d raise kids and have a nice life and always be happy together.
It was a shock when you told me that perhaps you had made a mistake, I thought we were happy; Perfect? Of course not..but we had all of the things that it takes.
I’ll never forget these last several months, they were a few of the best in my life; I’ve never been so happy, so content and things never felt so right.
All good things must come to an end and I understand that it’s true. But I thought we’d keep going in heaven…not me saying good bye to you.
If at anytime you tell yourself that you let one get away, give me a call and ask me back and I promise I’ll say “ok”.
How many times did I feel asleep happily,
Imagining you were laying next to me?
God knows how much I loved you,
How much you meant to me,
I thought you knew it too, I was wrong totally.
You had been my sun,
You were in every breath I took,
In every good memory, when I’m alone.
I was the one who shared your pain when you were ill,
Well I’ve done mistakes, I know it,
When you were sad, When you were Angry.
But believe me, I always tried to help, I swear,
and I’ve never stopped loving you a second, know it.
I was the one who watched you sleeping for hours in Sweden,
I was the one who did more for you than your parents did,
I was the one who gave you money when your parents refused to do it,
I was the one who heated you in that cold Christmas night,
I was the one who gave you my coat after cinema that night,
And I was the one who gave you all I got.
Remember those sweet ice creams?
I now understand why they tasted so good,
Now that you are gone, its taste was just eating it with you, it’s obvious.
I still feel that warm feeling on my chest,
Left from the times you put your head.
I still hear your hair’s smell,
That natural perfume of yours.
Your body, that body where I Experienced the love for the first time,
That body you exposed to a 2 weeks old fake love,
Those curves, that shape, how could I not think you’re hot?
I bet he did too.
And how could you let all these happen?
Was it so easy to love another guy for you?
Was it so easy to abandon me, forget all those we lived?
Was it so easy to show all you got to another guy, my innocent girl?
Was it why we had done so much to keep this love alive?
Months long missings, cryings, hours long flights.
All that effort, all for this.
I still ****in’ love you as much as I did the first day,
No matter what you have done..
And if one day, if you want this guy with broken heart again,
I’ll be waiting for you under that tree Where we kissed for the first time.
I used to know a woman deep within the sky,
She was sweet and had something pure to her cry,
But things changed and the distance caused her to flea,
There are no more beautiful skies of stars left to see.
My heart had shattered like a rock smashing a car windshield,
MY moves used to be smooth but now I must yield.
Our souls used to tangle more than vines growing up a tree,
But the newspapers are all sold out, There are no stories for me.
The fifth amendment is the only defense left to plea,
With her I could pick my battles and win my wars,
See the sun and the sky, but no longer that star outdoors.
How can I live like this,
I hate the world,
The world hates me,
The world does not care,
No one cares about me.
I love her,
She does not love me,
I hang my head low,
For the time is near,
I wish to tell her the truth.
I have spilled my guts to her,
She does not listen,
Why does no one stop me,
I love her no more,
She has never loved me.
I tie this dreadful knot,
Prepare myself for death,
I can not stand this anymore,
My neck into the noose,
No more pain,
No more agony,
I hang till this rope rots,
I have no more life,
I am free from her and the world.
I spot the knife on the table,
I slowly float over to it,
Picking it up, feeling the cool blade,
Knowing it will pierce my skin soon.
My hand quivering,
My fingers lingering,
Gripping the handle,
Ready for the pain.
Taking one last glance,
Looking for witnesses,
No one is around,
I look back down.
I place it on my skin,
Cold to the touch,
I press hard as I grit my teeth,
I feel the warmth of the blood run down my arm.
I cry out in pain,
And tears fill my eyes,
And that was the way I felt,
The day I died inside.
I could go around telling people I’m over you,
Pretending that what I felt was through.
Never knowing if we’d have a chance to get back together,
Just trying to forget what we had with one another.
I’m tired of hearing and telling these lies,
Because every time I try part of my heart dies.
I just need to tell you,
Dang it Justin, I still love you….
Wasting a lifetime,
Trying to find love,
No hope, no girl.
Suddenly see her,
But ten years before,
Can’t do anything,
Used to be friends, nothing more.
Now realized affection,
Can go no further,
Lost a lifetime,
And lost desire.
Try to forget,
Try to die,
Mind suddenly gone,
No end is near,
Nothing to do now,
But go on.
I loved you more than I have ever known,
Those starry eyes,
Those tender lips,
You made my heart melt,
Then boil into a roaring fire.
I now know,
What my eyes could not see,
You are the only one that is for me.
Many nights those tears flew,
Being myself without anyone,
Anyone to care about the thoughts,
Looking at the sky and knowing.
Many mistakes I had,
Many mistakes I have had.
Here lays my heart,
All broken and torn;
There are no feelings left in it,
For me to mourn.
Here lays my mind,
Which has repressed;
All the memories we have shared,
That have left me a mess.
Here lays my soul,
Which you took away;
Along with my faith and trust in you,
That you broke in a day.
Here lays my body,
All mangled and left to die;
I hope that I can get through this,
And find another guy.
This is hard for me,
but has to be done;
Its not to hurt you,
Saying this is not fun.
For you, I really care;
I love you,
And the time we shared.
But its over now,
Time to move on;
Time to leave the past,
A new life has begun.
We both have reasons,
We both know why;
Lets let things go,
Before I start to cry.
This way we can part,
Maybe one day;
We can be just friends,
Who’s to say.
I will always,
Keep you in my heart;
But circumstances have,
Torn us apart.
So this is it,
Time to go;
I loved you so.
Why is it..
That we can never remain friends?
We were so close when we were together.
I thought of you as my best friend,
But now that we are no longer a couple,
It seems as if we’ve lost our trust,
Our trust in each other and our love.
You say you want to be good friends,
But how can you think that I would hurt you,
Or tell your secrets,
That you told me while we laid in each others arms.
I wouldn’t and couldn’t ever hurt you,
I can’t be mad at you because it hurts to much,
It hurts not to hear your voice,
Or not to see your face.
I miss you but I try to put you out of my mind,
So that my heart won’t ache anymore.
I wish I didn’t care so much,
I wish I didn’t miss you.
But I do.
And I try to deny it,
And I try to pretend I don’t care,
But I do.
The name I despise.
To say it would mean that once again, I wonder –
Wonder why, where, and whom he’s with.
It’s so easy to wonder, but hard to let go.
Innocent he was;
When whispering sweet nothings in your ear,
You seem to drift away to the place only lovers know.
I miss the voice;
My name and the way it was said –
Joys of intimacy,
Enduring moments of togetherness,
Finished love –
Fading forever –