My Decision
How can I live like this,
I hate the world,
The world hates me,
The world does not care,
No one cares about me.
I love her,
She does not love me,
I hang my head low,
For the time is near,
I wish to tell her the truth.
I have spilled my guts to her,
She does not listen,
Why does no one stop me,
I love [...]
The Day I Died
I spot the knife on the table,
I slowly float over to it,
Picking it up, feeling the cool blade,
Knowing it will pierce my skin soon.
My hand quivering,
My fingers lingering,
Gripping the handle,
Ready for the pain.
Taking one last glance,
Looking for witnesses,
No one is around,
I look back down.
I place it on my skin,
Cold to the touch,
I press hard as [...]
The Reason We Argue
I could go around telling people I’m over you,
Pretending that what I felt was through.
Never knowing if we’d have a chance to get back together,
Just trying to forget what we had with one another.
I’m tired of hearing and telling these lies,
Because every time I try part of my heart dies.
I just need to tell you,
Dang [...]
Time Lost
Wasting a lifetime,
Trying to find love,
Nothing happens,
No hope, no girl.
Suddenly see her,
But ten years before,
Can’t do anything,
Used to be friends, nothing more.
Now realized affection,
Can go no further,
Lost a lifetime,
And lost desire.
Try to forget,
But can’t,
Try to die,
But don’t.
Mind suddenly gone,
No end is near,
Nothing to do now,
But go on.
Lost Love
I loved you more than I have ever known,
Those starry eyes,
Those tender lips,
You made my heart melt,
Then boil into a roaring fire.
I now know,
What my eyes could not see,
You are the only one that is for me.
Many nights those tears flew,
Being myself without anyone,
Anyone to care about the thoughts,
Looking at the sky and knowing.
Many mistakes [...]
My Father
Everywhere I go I see a father,
Then I always think “Why don’t I have a father”,
I know the painful answer yet I hate it so much,
Why should I fall under this misery,
To have a father I barely remember,
Yet my mother speaks so bitterly of him,
My father who drank the day away,
Forgot about his family he [...]
I Love My Father
My father,
Is my friend,
In childhood,
I love my father,
More and more.
I am a elder son
For my father.
I asking toys,
I asking sweets,
More and more,
At my father.
My father tell,
About the stories,
At god,
And ramayana,
And mahabarath,
I was enjoy,
My father tell story,
Enjoy enjoy.
Today my father,
Live my heart only,
At my heart.
My father not pass away,
He was leave my home,
At small photo pream,
But
My [...]
My Father
My father, say you love me,
My father, say you care,
My father, you made my temper flare.
My father, you made me cry,
My father, I never wanted to say good bye.
My father, you make me sigh,
My father, have you gotten high.
You love me,
You hate me.
Which is it? ? ?
I want a hug,
A kiss,
I want to feel that [...]
I Miss You
I want to cry every night,
Because I miss the way we fight.
I pray for you every night,
Because I miss you not being in my sight.
I miss the sound of your voice,
That I am sick and tired of all this noise.
I miss the way you smell,
Oh that smell.
I miss the look upon your face,
That made me [...]
Why Did You Love Me?
Why did you love me?
Tell me now,
When our hairs are gray,
And our jealousy is no more…
Why did you love me?
Look at me now,
When your wide shoulders,
Are no more..
When my small waist,
Is no more…
Do you still love me?
Tell me now,
When our souls are still young,
And our memories fresh…
Why did you love me?
And yes, I can hear [...]